I'm Officially ♥-Broken

Yes my friends, today December 19, 2011 at around 9PM, I am officially heart-broken! Okay, if you are paying attention to my previous posts especially in my previous blog, then you'll have the glimpse of my story. So after almost two years of expecting, flirting (LoL) and being feelingera, finally, I now have the will and reason to stop. Because I've just saw him change his status from being single to in a relationship. 

First things first, how do I feel? I really don't know. If you are paying attention, I have already moved on. Despite the fact that there were moments of hope, I know that at that point it's quite impossible. Because if he really likes me, then why are we like this? Yup, I'm somehow hurt but more like just a pinch, and  then nothing. Because I have already prepared for this moment. I am already expecting this. Anyway, I don't really like him that much anymore. Actually, I also think that this is better. Because after everything that I have said about him, about him being bisexual, I don't think I can be with him. Imagine, everyone knows, even he knows that I suspect him. Then suddenly, everyone realizes that I like him. What would happen to me then? Shameful. LoL. 

Good thing I don't encounter him that much anymore. Him leaving was also a blessing in disguise for me. If we're still together, then I could have been hurting so much now. LoL. Aw, I remember my friend. I just wish he had also moved on. 

Anyway, I wish I would meet the right one asap. LoL.