Ang Bes ay singular form ng Beses

LoL. Actually kanina ko lang napansin yun. We ate breakfast at Jollibee kasi and we were exchanging stories. And then I said something with nung isang bes. Pinansin nung kasama ko. Yun pala, some people were trying to correct her when she is saying isang bes. Ano daw yung bes? Dapat isang beses. Bakit daw bitin. Ewan ko. Basta hindi nila alam yung bes. Parang mali. Dapat beses. Kahit isa pa yan o marami, dapat beses. Kasi tagalog daw yun. Tapos natawa kami kasi may explanation sya. Kasi daw, ang beses ay plural form ng bes. Kaya pag isa lang - bes; pag madami - beses. Tawa talaga kami ng tawa. Actually hindi ko yun napapansin. At ngayon lang may nag-sabi sakin about dun. Siguro whenever I say that phrase, parang mabilis lang kaya hindi halata na bitin. Naisip ko, siguro ganun sa Cavite. Syempre kahit pare-pareho kaming Tagalog, may mga salitang kaka-iba din. And then sabi nung isa kong kasama napansin nga din daw nya yun sa mga ka-batch nyang tga- Cavite rin. Haha... natatawa na lang kami kanina...

Anyway, konti na lang matatapos na ang night duty. Feeling ko ang dami kong care-of kanina. Kasi 7am na ko natapos. Nag-toxic kasi kami ng mga bandang 2am onwards. Sabay 2 CS, tapos may nakikigulong NSD service. Tapos may umextra pang ex-lap AP. Tapos ang dami  pang nag-sick leave at kung anu-ano pa. Tapos nag-hatid pa ko at nag-sundo. Hindi na nga ako nakapag-bilang. Nag-churva na lang ako. Haha... Off pa naman ako. Bukas ko pa ng gabi malalaman kung anong nangyari. Bahala na. Aligaga pa kasi. Grabe naman kasi sila mag-sabay-sabay. Wala man lang konsiderasyon. Pwede namang gawin ng maaga hindi pa ginawa. Eh dun din naman ang punta nun.

Fishy Breakfast

After having an almost smooth  night duty, I had breakfast with two of my best friends. Since it's Good Friday, we had fish fillet, hence the title. And also because of the stories we exchanged while eating. 

So kanina, na-realize ko na hindi na talaga ako pwedeng bumalik. Kasi masasaktan ko lang ang kaibigan ko. And I don't want to be awkward with him. So siguro pareho na nga lang kaming mananaginip. Haha... Ang pangit kasi...basta may mali. Halatang-halata naman kahit ndi sabihin. Ilang beses kong sinubukang itanong pero hindi ko talaga kaya. Feeling ko kasi super masasaktan ko sya. Hayaan ko na lang syang mag-move on.

Tapos syempre chismisan about sa mga bagay-bagay. Basta about sa mga ka-toxican at sikreto ng mga tao. Ayaw kong isa-isahin kasi I would just feel guilty lang. LoL.

Hay nako... na-miss ko tong mga toh. Sana makalabas ulit kami at makapag-bonding. Sana kasama rin yung isa para kumpleto. Kaya lang hindi ko na talaga alam kung anong status nung dalawa. Makahanap lang talaga ako ng tyempo at lakas ng loob, paaaminin ko yung isa. Talaga lang ha...

How could you react when evil itself told you that you are the answer to its prayers?

Never mind the title of my post. I just like that quote from the book. LoL.

Before anything else, we all  have different tastes. These are just my own opinions. So if you feel like you really want to read it then go read it. I am not trying to influence you or something. I'm just trying to express myself. And even though the next paragraph would  be safe for those who haven't read the book yet, after that, there would be SPOILERS ahead. So proceed at your own risk.

After reading Fallen Angel by Heather Terrell, I'm not really sure what to say. I couldn't put into words how I really feel about the novel. I don't know... while I was reading the book, it felt like something was wrong. I was reading it as fast as I can, so that I can finish it already and move on to a better book. I'm not saying it's not good. Heather Terrell is a good writer but it felt like I was only reading a fan fiction. A fan fiction wherein an avid fan of angels tried to make a love story between two nephilim. It felt like she kept on skipping about some details by explaining them hastily so we can all jump to the good parts... Or maybe it was just because of the super fast development of Ellie and Michael's relationship. It was just their first date and Ellie was already being lustful, I thought I was reading lime (fan fiction). Sorry if it's kind of complicated and hard to understand because as I've said earlier, I'm having a hard time expressing into words about how I feel about Fallen Angel.

As for the characters, I wanted to hate Ellie but I'm also trying to understand her. The facebook stunt was ridiculous. She's a half angel, not a martyr. And then when Michael came with Zeke, I was trying to figure out why would she feel betrayed? Michael was just trying to also figure out what they are. Fine, she already heard from her parents some bits about herself, but it wasn't complete yet. Wouldn't she want to know more about the whole story? Then after hearing what Zeke has to say, that would be the right time for her to run. She didn't even know at first if Zeke was really bad or was just testing her.

And instead of finding out the truth from a credible source, she ran and tried to find a professor who studies about vampires. For heaven's sake, she should have researched about angels not vampires! Everyone was telling her she's connected with angels and she came running to ask about vampires.

Then there was Ruth... It felt like Ellie needs a good sidekick best friend who will support her and help her keep her secrets and uncover her true self, so a very understanding character was formed in the name of Ruth. And so, there she was, helping, trusting and forgiving Ellie. And just so she can have her own life, Jamie came in to the picture.

And then there's Michael, the knight in shining armor. Zeke said he was just there to protect the Elect One. With that, it felt like his character faded. So he was just there to protect the princess,  cheer her up and make her fall in love. It could have been better if Michael sided with the bad angels.  I actually thought at first that it would be like that. Then they would have been enemies and then there would be forbidden love... which sounds more exciting.

Still, I love how the story was supported with research. I love angels and I'm greatly fascinated about their stories. That's the main reason why I picked up this book. Although I'm not sure if I would still be reading the next one.

My love for Secret Garden

My eyes are soooo tired for crying. The last few episodes of Secret Garden made me cry so much. I am really glad that I finally decided to watch it. I could have missed a very splendid drama. I am so in love with Secret Garden. The characters and actors are awesome and the story and  themes are great. Love, dreams, hope, family, rivalries, sacrifice, destiny... I so love the combination... 

Also, there were no hateful characters among the main ones. No hateful characters means no desperate moves, except for the mother. When I say desperate moves, I mean those things that the supporting characters do so that the main girl and guy would break up. Those are the things that they do before they finally give up. At first you would think that you are going to hate Yoon Seul, but actually you are going to love her starting from the VIP party.

The series was just starting and you could already feel the attraction between the characters of Kim Joo Won and Gil Ra Im. You're going to love their fights because despite what they were showing, deep inside a beautiful love was already starting. That is actually what made me fall in love with the series. It was just starting and you could already feel the love. LoL. 

I know that  it's going to be very difficult being with you. But I think that the pain I will endure from being with you will be more bearable. Than not to see you. - Gil Ra Im

The last few episodes are really awesome. I couldn't stop crying especially when Kim Joo Won decided to switch their bodies to save Ra Im. I love the parts wherein Joo Won was reading the Little Mermaid note from Ra Im and while he was writing his letter for Ra Im. I literally wouldn't stop crying. I could really feel their love for another. It was so great. 

Seeing her peaceful face... In her dreams, at this moment. I am not there. Maybe that's why she is, right now... waiting for me. It seems that she will be waiting for me...until I get there. Tomorrow too. The day after tomorrow too. - Kim Joo Won

Another reason why I love this drama, is because of the last episode wherein they finally decided to live as husband and wife even without the wedding ceremony. That's how I actually want a series to end. I want to see them get married and live together. And to top it all, they had three adorable children! Aw, so cute. Even though it was a still bit sad since the mother still hasn't approved of them yet. But at least, they're happily living together.

The last few parts were pure greatness. I love how they showed the other characters with voice overs. And the very last part where they showed Ra Im and Joo Won at the funeral made me cry again. The end was so great. Destiny is really awesome. Omo, I am crying again. That's how great it is. Even just thinking about it makes me cry. 

Sorry if it feels like I'm exaggerating about Secret Garden. It's just that, it's been years since I've finally watched another great drama that made me feel this way. Sure, there are others which are also great, but I never felt this way again ever since Goong/ Princess Hours. 

I am so in love with Kim Joo Won and Gil Ra Im's love story.